i've cared so much that i get hurt :(

I thought you could change and grow up but i was wrong . You could never change . I often thought that we could be like we were before but there was never even before . you were always mean . No matter how good you tried to become you still have an agenda benith it . You were never sincere . Always does something foolish . Backstabbing is one of your  "BEST QUALITY " . why are you so mean ? you were there during my ups and downs but you were also there manipulating others to hate me . what do you hope to gain ? who am i actually to you ? a friend or an enemy ? (FRENEMY MAYBE ) what have i done to you that makes you hate me so much . i thought we were friends , BEST FRIENDS , but ENEMY is the status you choose i just play the game :)
 just to let you know i once cared for you as a friend , y do u think i always helped you ? CAUSE I CARE DUMMY !!! but now i don't know if u ever cross my mind .

:)  and i am glad i have a lot of friends and they are all better than u are , pftttt