Heyhihello ,
Syaf can you tell this to your cousin , this is what I think she should do . although I am not good in giving advice but based on my experience I think I am though enough to go through everything
I’ve been to the situation where one whole school hates me . it hurts a lot . I cried every night thinking about it further more I have no one to share my problems . (at least u have syaf ) I didn’t tell my mum about it at all because I’m afraid that my mum would fight with my friends or their mothers , you know how protective mothers are but that wasn’t a great idea . it hurts even more .
My woeful story started when I fought with my bestfriend for the first time in 4 years . because I loved her so much I didn’t bother telling people about what she had done to them or talk about them ,I just keep it to myself and thought that we would be friends again . but I was wrong about her . ever since I knew her I never thought that she would do this to me .
I always thought that if I had her as a friend I won’t need anybody else because of how special I think she is . unfortunately , she is a backstabber . she’s been spreading rumors about me and it is all bad perspective about me that makes everyone hates me and believe in her because she’s MISS GOODY TWO SHOES and im the naughtiest devil . I loved her , in a matter of fact I’ve always protected her , thinking that it’s my responsibility to do so as a payback for being my closest friend .
She told our friend what I’ve been condemn about what I am not satisfied with their attitude or what they did to me . even though it’s a long time ago but still she bring it up . i was pissed off and i wanted to speak up for myself so i decided to talk to one of the BITCH whom i thought i could trust and being honest but i was wrong again . i told her that i am not satisfied with how people treated me and told her about my friend . the next day she slander me and i notice that she did that because she is also being hated by her friends and to get new friends she must first betray me . isn't that a bitch ?
a few days later i don't feel comfortable with the situation that im in and decided to stop all of this at once . i called my ex - best friend and apologized . she said that she forgive me and we have a talk about 5 minute and i thought that it was over . so i felt happy walking to school . when i arrived school they all LAUGH AT ME ! isn't that childish ? ergh they said i was week and i was really really sad that my ex- best friend just stood there and do nothing to make me feel better after what she did she didn't feel guilty .
on that day i am so depressed that i took the RAPID kl BUS instead of my school van because they all treated me like dirt . the day before when i was about to enter the school van they pushed me until i fell and they said that the van is full by putting their bags and stuffs on the seat then i ran away because i was embarrassed .then , when i get out from the rapid kl bus , when im about to pass by i got hit by a van . and there was my school mate watching me instead of helping . i was so upset that i didn't care about myself and ran home quickly .
after a few days i went back to school . i thought that my friend would regret or maybe show some care but i guess that's only a fantasy . they said "oh hidup lagi , ingatkan dah MATI " wow isn't that a GREAT friend ?
there is more about what had happen but it would take a lot of time and you guys might feel bored so im just gonna teel you the moral of the story .
- first of all " TO THE WORLD YOU MAY BE JUST ONE PERSON BUT TO ONE PERSON YOU MAY BE THE WORLD " you just have to find the right friend . :)
- Fake is the latest trend , and everyone seems to be in style . ( they r stupid that's y they did that )
- sometimes your best friend are enemies in disguise so u got to be careful
- some of them thinks that you really2 need them and have no one else that's why they did what they did to make you suffer that's y u got to show them that they are not needed and show them that u r tough enough to go thru this challenge .
- if you don't know me , don't judge me , nobody ever force you to love me .they always give an excuse that they had to be patience with our attitude but they never actually understand us even though we had been friends for such a long time .
- i'd rather have an enemy who says that they hate me , than to keep a "FRIEND" whose mission is to put me down secretly .
this is what i could think of right now , there is more but i am tired :P . hope this would help and do remember B E S T F R I E N D is 10 letters but so is L Y I N G B I T C H .
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND . so all the pain you caused me will come back to you someday .
xoxo , zetty idris :D