Today as i was cleaning my room or shall i say THE BIGGEST RUBBISH BIN , well actually it was two days instead of today . well whatever like you ever care about what i said . ok back to the topic WHAT I FOUND TODAY . It is actually nothing much . IT is priceless , useless , nothing but a piece of paper . But to me it's something that use to be special but now i'm trying to forget it but it keeps coming back . u don't understand it don't you ? im actually talking about my feelings towards someone that i think there's no future in us and im trying to let go of that love but i just can't . that love i had towards him is like a boomerang , it will come back to me no matter how far i throw it . if only my love towards him is like a football that i could pass it to somebody else .
oh this is the content of the paper that i found :
is there still hope ? most people told me to choose you instead of B or C . How is that possible ?i could only dream of you every day and night but in reality i couldn't even talk to you , cause if i do i'm afraid you would ignore me . my heart hurts whenever i think of you , and lately B is always on my mind . i can't describe how much i regret pushing him away and most importantly his love .If only i was mature enough to think about the consequences and accept his love , perhaps all of this wouldn't have happen . love hurts whether it's right or wrong . No matter how hard i tried to forget you i can't deny that you own my heart . your smile my biggest weakness . when you smile i can't see anything else except you , my heart stop pumping blood to my body , my eyes stop blinking , my nerve receptors are not working like it usually does , my whole body stops and stares for a while cause boy you're amazing just the way you are . a friend once said "choose the person who loves you more than you love them " . in this situation i think i love you more , and B loves me more . Does that mean i have to choose B ? what if i'm unhappy being with B ? what about C ?
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